Have I fell in love ?????

Im 14 years old and im a girl, hes 32 years old and hes my teacher, i know this sounds weird but ive had feelings for him since i was 11 years old, no joke this is completely serious, its just since i started that school ive always really really liked him, i can never get him out of my mind and i always talk about him, my mum actually thought their was something going on between me and him because i talked about him so much to her, hes the most gorgeous person ive ever saw in my entire life, this isn't a normal crush ive had plenty of crushes on people but this isn't a crush, this is love, everyone knows i love him, i get nervous when i go into his classes and cant stop shaking, hes a really grumpy person but i don't care and im actually a really happy person but i still fell for him, hes married and has a baby but that doesn't stop me liking him, im really jealous of his wife, every song reminds me of him, have i fell in love ?????